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drugs
03:28
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I love drugs
as fleeting as it is, I seek the bliss
getting high is my one true love
drugs, come give me a kiss
a kiss of death
me and my oblivion
oh, drugs
I love drugs
a temporary fix, I seek the bliss
getting high is my one true love
drugs
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hold me (I'm shaking)
05:04
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hold me, I'm shaking
hold me near, don't leave me alone
hold me and stay
and the night spreads over me again
and I'm shaking
hold me, look deep into my eyes
don't look away
hold me near and tell me it's okay
hold me, I'm shaking
hold me, I'm shaking
when I die, put me in a grave marked: "Brian Paid."
until then just hold me while I shake
hold me, I'm shaking
hold me, I'm shaking
hold me and stay.
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untamed hair
03:09
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I rode a wave of untamed hair right into the sand
maybe it was only just a dream in a fever, 103 degrees
I feel quite insane
climb wild waves of untamed hair straight into the sun
but I'm only scum skimmed off the pan thrown carelessly into the trash
I will never reach her wild waves of untamed hair
climb wild waves of untamed hair headlong into harm
soon you'll catch me nodding and I'll carve bloody tracks into my arms
I will never reach her wild waves of untamed hair
wild waves of untamed hair
in a mess of untamed hair
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Lydia
03:57
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Lydia, few reach through the way that you do, and I want you to know that
Lydia, the moon was smiling on you tonight, and I was smiling about that
In a dream I know you well and I'm under a spell and I'm smiling about that
now I say, Lydia, goddamn, I'm all fucked up, Lydia
I'm insane, I might even stoned, I'll just hide on a cloud now
Lydia, I must be tired, there's no good explanation, I'm just lost in a dream
Lydia, now I say, Lydia, goddamn, I'm all fucked up, Lydia.
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that could feel good
02:09
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In dreams my whole world feels good
ain't that somethin' ?
My reality should feel as good, it should
I'd paint a pretty scene for you,
why won't I paint pretty scenes for me?
maybe I should - that could feel good
A smile on my face - that could feel good
I'll cast out my demons and the grim reaper can go kick rocks
by the train tracks, yeah, he should
that could feel good
A smile on my face - that could feel good
A positive thought loop - that could feel good
Dip my feet in a Lake of Fire - that could feel good
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Who wrote the manual "How to Disappear" ?
If I meet her, we'll be shaking hands and I'll never see her again.
How?
She's turning to vapor now, in mist I see her float away
"How to Disappear, Never to Return Again"
How?
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bein' alone
03:48
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distance is my closest friend
I'm gonna keep it between me and everyone I know
the urge to be alone is truly overpowering the overwhelming majority of my time.
distance and a foil cap accompany me day to day
let me space out, let me be alone
let me zone, let me be alone
bein' alone
bein' alone
put me on the spectrum, friend
give me somethin' shiny please
collecting red and yellow leaves
and breathing through my sleeves
bein' alone
bein' alone
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it's only permanent
02:42
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I'm not dead yet
01:55
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I'm not dead yet
I'm just dying to run away from me
miss the rooftops, mountain peaks, places I felt high
times I felt high
I'm not dead yet
a Holy Roller told me, "hold it together, there's pleasure for you yet."
all my demons, they're deceiving
and this valley is quite low
I dream of times I felt high
I'm not dead yet
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afraid
03:37
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I'm afraid
when I wake up I'm afraid
the floor is lava, world - quicksand
life so fragile turns to dust in my hands
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
when I see you I'm afraid
you'll tear the soul right out of me
burn my spirit, scorch the earth beneath me
I'm afraid
I'm afraid
when I wake up I'm afraid
on my shoulder night and day
things I fear, I'm just so scared, I'm afraid.
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carry pain
04:18
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nyxy nyx recommends:
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Permanent
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